Yeay!

Alhamdulillah

its done and over with...

yeay happy happy happy

words cant even describe the feeling

thank you so much to mama and abah for making it happen..the way i wanted it to be..i love it so much..i cant thank them enough..

and to my pengapits..thank you for making sure that i stayed gorgeous walaupun peluh berjejeh2 (seperti biasa)

and to all my relatives for the hardwork..muahhhh~

Lovely ladies..thanks for coming..=)

ok..nak siap-siap..hubby nak balik kerja kejap lagi (yes..he's working today..huhu)

Finally...

Alhamdulillahh..i am now holding this title:

Mrs Muhd Shahrulazman

love the sound of it...=)


Although ada la sedikit kejadian yang membuatkan saya amat terkilan hari ini..tapi as what my hubby (wow that sounds different..hihi) said, tak pe la..yang paling penting dah selesai..

thanks to all my friends for coming and giving me the support that i needed..

soooo sorry if ada kekurangan di mana2..which i know ada..*sigh* thousand apologies..

here is the sneak peek (esah dear, especially for u..hehe)






p/s- I love you...

THREE is the number

Wowweeeeeee 3 hari aje lg..haha..i'm no more stressed out..tapi ade orang tu pulak yang nervousssss lately ni..takut tok kadi kerek katanye..dulu kemain lagi rilek la macho la kool la..hahaha lawak betul

anyhowwww...i am cordially inviting all of you friends, readers, silent readers to my wedding:

Date: 27/12/08 Saturday
TIme: 12pm-5pm
Address: 32, Jln Seri Putra, 8/1, Bandar Seri Putra, Bangi

Am i nervous?

no

i am freaaaaaaking anxious..hahaha

yeay nak tawen dah..hihi

SIX is the number

Phewww..6 days to go..hectic nye rase..with the workload lg hujung2 taun ni..
the good news is..this coming saturday dah start cutiii...yeay!

the bad news is..tak boleh nak berfoya-foya pun..my schedule is reaaaaally pack sampai the day itself.

Lets see...

Saturday: Kemas bilik yang dah macam tongkang pecah..haha. Then later ada appoinment with the spa..ahhh so need it..badly.Sakit dah badan2 gue..huhu

Sunday: Prolly bawa parents and have a look at the house..

Monday: Amek baju for both receptions..and have a meeting with the videographer for my solemnization and reception..

Tuesday: time ni dah chaotic kot rumah..haha..ohhhh selendang utk nikah belum adee..aduii malasnye nak redah jalan TAR..sempat ke tak nie??hmmmm

Wednesday: siap2 and berinai segala macam..Pelamin, khemah semua datang..

Thursday: erk...huhuhuhu *takut*

Tadaaaa

ok ok..here's a quick update to my all loyal readers (cewah)..oh its 10 more days to go..am i freaking out?nope..kooooool aje..hehehe

anyhow nak update ni je..supposedly the solemnization will start at 3.30pm.That was the initial plan. Then tah macam mana the initial tok kadi dah expired pulakkkk..ade ke dah tamat tempoh tauliah tu (tah ape tah..cam license kot) bulan 11 aritu..but tak inform my dad. padahal dah call up tanye semua benda kat dia..didn't even once he mention about dah expired!haiyooo..and that was 1 week ago.Panic tak?of course la..campur hangin satu badan. Then my dad had to go to Pejabat Agama Daerah Kajang and cari jurunikah lain. Luckily the date is still available. But dia nie kerek sket..syaratnya:If 3pm sharp the rombongan tak sampai lagi, die tak akan tunggu. He would go to other places. Sbbnye, ramai orang kawen aritu(and die kerek!huh!)

eh terpanjang pulak citer.Harap2nya semua berjalan lancar la on that day.

hantaran dah settle..baju nikah dah ambil tadi..love it!i design sendiri tauuu..huhuhu
sok fitting baju sanding pulak.Hopefully takyah alter lagi..2 kali dah.penat aku.
what else?hmm ohh ye door gifts pun dah.so tinggal nak pamper myself ajeee..yeayy!

ok nanti update lagi..sooooo tiredddd.Taaa~

Adoih

oh wow..i'm officially broke huuuu

a month salary is gone in one day.. and i'm aching all over the body..aduh penatnye..

but i never felt happier..the new stuffs..for the new life that is coming..worth every single penny and energy..

=)

macam ni minta cuti sebulan pun tak cukup rasanya..penat tuuu haha

check check check

Copy this wedding checklist from Peon

Checklist Kahwin

1. Kursus Kahwin -- > settle
2. Daftar Kahwin kat Pej Agama, submit semua document/borang --> tok kadi dah expired..now have to go to Kajang pulakkk..hishh waiting for my dad to sette it
3. Kad Jemputan --> done
a. Stem, envelope etc --> done
b. Senarai Jemputan --> done
4. Booking Dewan (kalau buat kat dewan book 4 bulan b4 kenduri dan bayar deposit) --> kat umah ajee
5. Booking Tempat Nikah (kalau kat masjid) --> nikah @ home
6. Nikah --> 25 Dec
a. Catering (kalau nikah tak sama hari sanding) --> done
b. Kanopi (sewa) --> all in dengan catering
c. Baju Nikah --> separuh done
d. Mak Andam/Tukang mekap... jgn ambik man kajang ek --> haha ada apa dengan man kajang??dah booking..but not MK la.
e. Pakai Inai... nak lukis2 pi kat kedai --> dah book jugak
f. Mas Kahwin --> side sane uruskan
g. Duit Hantaran --> side sane uruskan
h. Bayar Jurunikah --> the bridegroom kene bayar..ikut rate kawasan.
i. Barang Kemas batal air sembahyang --> ring? dah..tatau rupa bentuk mcm mana..surprise katanya..
j. Barang2 Gubah hantaran, sewa dulang hantaran, tema warna, sewa bantal nikah --> almost done
k. Ole-Ole untuk tetamu yang datang masa nikah --> no ole² time nikah
l. Hantaran (Perempuan) --> settle
- Kain, Cincin, Sirih Junjung, Telekung/sejadah, Manisan/kek, Coklat, Tuala, Bunga Rampai, Kasut, Handbag, Al-Quran, Buah, Minyak Wangi, Make-up, etc.
m. Hantaran (Lelaki) --> settle..cuma manisan2 tu belum lagi.
- Baju Kemeja/Tie, Wallet, Tali Pinggang, Toilletries, Kasut, Baju Melayu, Jam, Sejadah, Songkok, Tuala, Sirih Junjung, Bunga Rampai, Pulut Kuning, Kek, Coklat, Buah, etc.
7. Sanding --> 27 Dec
a. Catering hari sanding --> done
b. Pelamin --> done
c. Main Table --> done
d. Baju Sanding --> dah fitting 2 kali..ade je yg xkene..haihh ni yg malas nk sewa nie..tempah kang wat jadi pameran je dalam wardrobe tu..haha
e. Cameraman
- Video / gambar --> done
f. Emcee – kalau buat kat dewan --> takde emcee
g. Tukang Baca Doa --> x tau
h. Group Marhaban --> done..satu bas..haha
i. Kompang --> xde
j. Transportation (untuk ke rumah perempuan / lelaki) --> kereta je la
k. Muzik
- Sewa audio system --> caterer.. songs x pilih lg btw
l. Mak Andam / Tukang Mekap --> dahh
m. Baju Malam Berinai --> no malam berinai
n. Kek Kahwin 10 tingkat (kalah siti nurhaliza) --> 3 je dah laa
o. Baju Potong Kek --> same je baju sampai end of majlis
p. Bunga Pahar kat pelamin --> dah kot..tah org sponsor
q. Alat2 Merenjis
- Bunga rampai untuk letak dalam bekas merenjis --> xde renjis2
r. Bantal kecik kat pelamin dan kipas untuk pengapit pegang --> wajib ke??
s. Bunga Manggar --> xde
t. Bunga Telur / berkat untuk tetamu
- Jangan lupa beli telur dan rebus --> sedara uruskan
u. Ole-Ole untuk Tetamu Main Table --> dalam proses

there..nak tulih pun penat

apatah lagi nak buat semua benda ni..huhu

hopefully semua berjalan lancarrr..amiiinnn

BoWL

backdated la sikit entry ni..

We had the friendly bowling tournament last 21 November 2008 after work. The boss called it an outing. It was organized and fully sponsored by our Division Club. Including the dinner at PizzaHut..yummm. Where?Alamanda laa where else. It was super fun..dah lama tak beriadah..indoor pun jadi la kannn..exercise gak..muscle kaki and tangan.haha

fashionably early

moi score in action (highlighted in red) muhaha

feeling lucky..lucky draw tuu

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass..It's about learning to dance in the rain..

20 days to go!!!

Omg!

20 more days before the the bed is no longer mine alone

20 more days before the tv remote is no longer in my control

20 more days before the priority doesnt revolve around me no more

20 more days before i start feeling guilty for splurging on unnecessary stuffs..

20 more days before i have to seek permission in every move that i'd make..everything that i'd do..

whoaaa

being an independent woman doesn't help me in that sense..at all

yikes~

Dan antara kesedihan itu
ialah apabila engkau menyintai seseorang,
akan tetapi si dia yang engkau cintai itu
menyintai orang lain selainmu.

Ataupun [kesedihan itu ialah]
apabila engkau menghendaki
perkara yang baik untuk seseorang,
sebaliknya dia mahu menyakitimu.

~ Imam Shafi’i

PrinCeSs

It is every girl dreams to be a princess..or at least being treated as a princess.

I am one of them..

and the definition of a princess might differ from one person to another

as for me

to be loved, appreciated and cherished is all i need

and oh..

surprises!

must haves!!

hmm..slipping a note in the bag or scribbling gibberish notes on a piece of paper kinda cute

dont u think?

Tak perlu mncari teman secantik BALQIS,

Jika diri tak seindah SULAIMAN,

Mengapa mengharap teman setampan YUSUF,

Jika kasih tak setulus ZULAIKHA,

Tak perlu diri menjadi seteguh IBRAHIM,

Jika tak sekuat SARAH,

Mengapa didamba teman hidup seistimewa KHADIJAH,

Jika diri tak sesempurna RASULULLAH S.A.W.



Tak guna Ada MATA kalau tak dapat MELIHAT,

Tak guna Ada HATI kalau tak tau MENILAI…

mim alif lam sin

ah malas nak cakap pape lagi dah

cakap banyak2 kali pun tak guna

lu pikir la sendiri!

SpReeeeeeE

Last Saturday was tiring...but it was super fun (bb nnt tolak atas troli lg ek..hihi)
woke up early in the morning (heee kagum2)..feeling rather excited..
the plan was to do some shopping spree..

where?
IKEA
for our newly home sweet home..
wheeeeee~
(kuarters je pun..tp excited semacam haha)

oohhh sangat rambang mata..oh no, not me.but HIM!haha surprisingly i was the one who being the rational one..he wanted to buy the hangers for rm5..tp ada 4 keping je..and i said
"takpe kita tgk kat carrefour lagi byk dapat"

see seee..that was so unlike me..normally i would just grab it without having second thoughts..or three or four..oh nooo what have i become??so baik of me kan..haha

however..we just couldn't take our eyes off this one particular rug..oh so gorgeous.burnt holes in our pockets.takpe lah..berkenan punya pasal..lagipun it fit the concept..and comfy untuk bergolek2 di kemudian hari..hehe oh yes, our home deco ada concept.Dalam proses nak pimp la ni..hihi

so by the end of the day..more like in 3 hours..we managed to grab coffee table,shoe rack,clothes rack,rugs and door mats and cushions.
items sikit je kan?
tapi bila tengok receipt..mak aiiiii.
but i wont complaint though..i have suggested other options..but HE insisted. And bermurah hati to pay most of it..
weehooo..bukan salahku ok..=D

(thank you bb..nanti kita pergi IKEA lagi ye..banyak lagi barang nak beli ni..ha ha ha)

Tunggu dan Tunggu dan Tunggu..

Untuk kamu yang sedang menunggu. Saya juga pernah menunggu seperti kamu. Saya juga pernah merasa putus asa ketika menunggu. Kerana menunggu sesuatu yang tidak pasti. Sangat memenatkan. Sangat menyakitkan. Kamu bermain teka teki dengan hati. Tetapi, antara fikiran dan hati. Yang mana satu selalu menang? Kamu tahu jawapannya.

Fikiran kata, pergi. Hati kata, nanti. Akhirnya kamu masih begitu. Menunggu dan terus menunggu. Dahulu, seseorang pernah bertanya. Saya tak penatkah menunggu. Saya memang penat. Saya rasa sakit. Saya terguris. Saya menangis. Ada sesuatu yang menyuruh saya terus menunggu. Satu semangat yang sukar untuk dijelaskan. Tiada apa yang masih terus, kalau hati kamu kata…Berhenti. Cukuplah segalanya sampai di sini.

Kalau kamu masih mahu menunggu. Teruskan menunggu. Cuma jangan terlalu lama. Kerana, ketika kita menunggu. Banyak perkara yang sedang berlari meninggalkan kita.

Tamatkanlah segala teka teki. Pastikan isi hati.

Bloghopping punya kerja..

oh snap~

we had fun

despite peluh yang berjejeh-jejeh

but yea..we had loads of fun!





thanks a lot to an old friend of mine and his partner..who happens to be his girlfriend..for having us as their models tak bertauliah..haha

eh but this pic me yang pandai-pandai edit..still waiting for the real deal..

tungguuuuu bak kata love birds photoGs kita (sampai demam2 haa ada sorang tu..siannn)

sinan & nuown

thanks a lot guys! =D!

Hiro?

HEROES is baaaackkk

Season 3

on the 22/09/08

and i just realized it last night!!

urghhh~

takpe..

malam nie pulun download sampai lebam..

untuk menghiburkan hati yang lara

ceh~

Dress...

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style: Funky and a bit retro. You draw from a lot of inspirations, but you always look put together. Your Ideal Wedding: A simple outdoor wedding with a few close friends. Your Philosophy on Marriage: Marriage is a journey. It's not all about who you're married to. It's also about how you approach it. Your Perfect Marriage: Has lots of open communication, flexibility, and understanding. Where both people are happy to give more than get.

The Wedding Dress Test

Spot on!

Painted Misery

Having a mind block does not help at all at this point of time..I have so many things in my head..that need to be unraveled and sorted out..

perhaps it is because

the heart disagrees..

well..maybe a short list will do:

• Wedding prep
• Pre-wedding photoshoot
• Painted misery

Later la update..so kusut at the moment.

Taa~

When it comes knocking on your door..-updated-

She has passed away this evening..

Al-Fatihah..

When it comes knocking on your door...

A Uni friend of mine is being hospitalized. I barely knew her back then in the Uni. She was an EE student but her face...vaguely but yeah..i could still remember her. I heard this really shocking news from a friend of mine..who was my course mate. Visited this blog to get the full story. It happened so fast..it started on Sunday with badly bleeding gums. She was then taken to the hospital and suspected to be having leukemia..but further tests and examinations need to be carried out just to confirm it which can only be done in Wednesday..

So on Wednesday she did the bone marrow biopsy..and she was diagnosed and confirmed to be having a stage 4 bone cancer. The amount of her white blood cells were too high and chemotherapy was needed to shrink and finally destroy the cancer cells..

But sadly...her body couldn't withstand it..and she was unconscious and was fully depending on the ventilator..she was in a comma..

By Friday..her conditions worsen..Saturday morning, the left and right side of her brain were attacked..and she was unconscious still...

Let us all pray for her...


"How thankful we should be that God is giving us the chance to live healthy and being better human beings, patching up our wrong doings."

(yes mama..i couldn't agree more)

and spread the love while you still have the chance to...

p/s- bb i love you..

Survival of the Foetus

You cant always have what you want in this real life

it's cruel

but we'll survive

we have to

we need to

no matter how hurtful it is

to walk on the bed of thorns


Dear God, please give me the strength...

I'm Blue dabedi dabeda dabedi dabedaaaa

LEATHER OMBRE SABRINA

ooooohh

*drooling*

Hikayat Hang Cerewet dan Aku Fussy

(CAUTION: Lengthy.Needs high level of patience and tolerance)

Maybe some of you may have noticed a few new widgets added to this blog. To those who don’t, take a look at the top most of the blog content area and on the right column of this blog. Yes, countdowns and more countdowns. Bukan nak mempoyokan diri. But i really need those.why?

Because..

i am still taking my own sweet time..mcm siput b**i yang lembab.. those tickers tu is like a kick to the butt la..haha..i was doing ok until these questions popped up from my colleagues:

"how’s the prep going..baju dah buat ke..sewa ke tempah..kad dah settle ke..etc"

and my answer would be the same as what i told them 5 months ago..BELUM sambil gelak2. susah2 pakai je baju tunang hari tu..ok pe..haha’ (dalam hati je la)..hey at least i’m being optimistic here ok..=p

the truth is..everything is still under control..nampak je mcm tak buat apa2..but i’ve settled quite a few things already..the major ones la..but biasa la fickle minded. Did i tell you that i was a bad decision maker..kalau the given duration is long..i’d still wait till the last minute. Tak tau la..mmg camtu..i work best bila dah time tu macam nyawa2 ikan..plan tu ok..execution of the plan tu sangat lembab..haha.i know its not a good practice. Bukan apa takut bila dah decide and this fickle minded punya manusia mula nak tukar itu ini (aku la tu).

Anyway..tu baru intro je. Ni baru nak masuk isi.ala bukan selalu aku membebel banyak macam nie kan (semua sebab tenet yang super duper lembab kat ofis ni. Terpaksa la type kt word. Kalau tak maap leee).
oh back to the isi. So last Sunday we went to Jalan TAR to hunt for the kain for nikah. 2 months ago i’ve decided to buy a plain chiffon. Then hantar kat tailor bagi dia jahit all the beadings like the one i’ve seen in one of the mags. Really excited because i just love the design. So before heading there, i’ve made a mental note. Choose>Grab>Pay>.Simple kan?dalam setengah jam boleh selesai.

Oh how wrong i was. Setibanya di sana..mental note itu sudah dicarik-carik. Haha before i realized it, my eyes were looking for the beaded ones instead. The initial color was white.But i don’t really fancy white. So tukar jadi off –white. Which is what the usual color for baju nikah la kan..But i wanted a little bit of color to it..so cari yang beadings color2 sket..i did find one or two yang disukai at this one shop where i bought the kain for my engagement last year..Tunjuk la kat Mr Fiance the kain..tau apa dia cakap?

“biasa je” sambil mencebik. Adeh.Ok la move to the next choice..biasa jugak katanya..ok fine.Later cari punya cari..jumpa la kain yang saaaaaangat cantik siap beading lip lap lip lap ape semua. I tanya cantik kan?He said yes (finally the response was not ‘biasa je ‘).then i asked the sales assistant (yang tgk kitorang pun dah lain macam)berapa RM semeter.

“ oh ini RM400/meter”

Amekkk ko luar biaaaaaaasa punya kain..ahahaha terbeliak mata Mr Fiance..(hah amek luar biasa punya kain sy cari!i kan high taste haha)maka kami pun terus angkat kaki dan cabut dari kawasan kain-kain itu..dan juga kedai itu hahaha

Next stop pegi la kedai yang satu lagi..Euro Moda punya section..memang banyak la choices..bertingkat-tingkat rak . kitorang buat macam rumah sendiri la (siap ada sofa empuk..laaaagi la menggalakkan homely feeling itu haha)..ada la dalam 10 jenis design kot aku tarik keluar satu-satu. From white to off-white to beige to cream to champagne to very light pink to off-white balik.Semua tidak berkenan di hati Mr Fiance..cerewet mak aiii kalah gue.(siapa yang nak pakai pun tatau..haha nanti ckp camtu kena tanya balik 'siapa yang nak tengok orang tu pakai'..adehh sonyap yo la)

yang bestnye tu..sekejap tak ok.Lepas tu ok pulak.Yang mana aku berkenan, he didn’t like it.Yang mana die suka, aku mencebik. Semua pun “biasa je”. Yang mana luar biasa pun i had no idea. Sampai dah pikir-pikir nak pakai baju alien je hari nikah nanti .Luar biasa kan?ishhh..

To cut it short, after 2 hours disagreeing on the kain at ONLY one store..we finally made our decision (his decision la actually). And guess what?

Lets just say byebye to Ms White and Ms Off-White.
And say hye to Ms .......

Now, where’s my Plan B.

Oh lupa, baru nak buat.

Duhhh~

p/s- bb..u owe me!

What Oprah Had To Say About Men

• If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
• Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
• Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
• Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
• If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
• Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
• Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
• The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
• Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
• Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
• Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
• Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
• You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
• Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
• He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
• Never let a man define who you are.
• Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
• A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
• You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
• You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
• You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary.
• Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
• Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
• Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man.
• Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
• Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
• Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

and i would say...

if it takes two to tango..

it also takes two to make it happen

its a no one woman show here

capish?

Google Me!

i made Google do this

just for me






kool kan?

haha~

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alahai anak omakk

urgh~

tak sukenye

title itu

PUAN

macam rasa jadi makcik2 lak

tapi

kalau MRS.

rasa cam

awwwhhhh~

cair

ahahaha

ye saya menggedik di hari kelima raya

=p

kebosanan di hari raya kedua

Berapa pasang baju raya anda tahun ini dan kaler apakah?
5 je..campur2 purple, biru, pink.

Apakah makanan raya tradisional kegemaran anda?
my mom's nasi tomato dan ayam masak merah

Apakah biskut raya kegemaran anda?
almond london seperti biasa

Berapa banyak duit raya anda dapat n spend untuk bagi kepada budak-budak?
tak dapat dah..saya bagi kat warga2 tua sahaja..haha

Apakah aktiviti malam raya korang?
makan dan tido

Who to tag?
WAJIB kepada BOJED.mu ha ha

bloody

my nose bled..

thot it was the hingus..

whatever lah malas nak pikir kenapa..

i'm closing down this blog..soon.

so gudbye peeps..muahh~

Salam Aidilfitri

Selamat Menyambut Hari Lebaran..

For those yang balik kampung, have a safe journey..

Wishing a very happy Hari Raya..

Maaf Zahir dan Batin...

mOoD mOOdy

hmm..takde mood la raya tahun nie..tah apesal..

in fact takde mood nak buat apa-apa pun (for the prep)

oh tapi..mood nak shopping masih ada..but takde mood nak pergi mana-mana untuk bershopping..

hmm..

maybe..

just maybe..

*typing away...www.online....*

p/s-oh i bought bunga api this year..reason being...tetiba teringin pulak..

B0d0 (updated)

"Serupa juga kalau orang bagi sedekah, awak tak terima ke sedekah itu?’’ ujarnya.

Shame on you. A big snob. A stupid ***hole

Samakan dengan sedekah???Apa bodohnye ko ni?? (marah la ni!!!)

Kisah si bodoh

updated
seeeee seeeeeee

mmg tepat what i wrote yesterday

cuma tak tulis dalam paper je

takpe..

this person has done me a favor..hahaha puas hati akuuuu

read here

go away you stupid cobra!

i need to get away from here..pronto.

i'm good to go..

anytime soon..

..is leaving

The month of Syawal is approaching..and Ramadhan is coming to an end..

rasa sayu tiba2..

this would be my last Ramadhan as a single woman..

and this would be the last Ramadhan berbuka with mama and abah everyday at out home..only the 3 of us..

or the very last Ramadhan for me..

the next Ramadhan...

tinggal just the two of them..

*sebak*

i hope i'd still get to berbuka with them..even for a day..

p/s-thanks to Sug for the kad raya..the only kad raya this year..and its by snail mail!

*thrilled*

This is My Confession

today..i'm feeling hopeless..helpless

my body is like a time bomb..

waiting for the right time to explode..

i've always had my own way of coping with personal distress and emotional pain..

yes..i have my own dark and empty space..

it has been a good friend of mine for years now..a loyal one..

and at the corner..there's a small box..where all the secrets are locked up safely

and at the moment..

the feeling of unlocking the small box is so great..

that i just let my fingers do all the talking..

its a confession that i have to make..

i'm sick..

i've been having it for like 5 years now..

it's nothing serious..and so i thot

until i stumbled across the article in the internet about the bad news..

then i finally realize..the frequency of occurrence rather high lately..

there's an abnormal activity in the heart..

and some other signs and symptoms..which can cause severe damages in the long run

there..its out in the open..

what exactly am i having?

as for now..let it stays safely in the box..

hmm..i feel 5 times lighter already..

this keeps playing on and on and on at the back of my mind

iF The ShOe FitS

it is so easy to disregard one's feelings..

until the shoes fit on you..

when they do..

selfishness kicks in..

the giver will always be a giver..

taking nothing in return..

the question is..

for how long?

tagging game kembali lagi..yeaaa
tapi ini tag kali ini sangat pelik..haha

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Pemberi tag

1. Puan Anis Chan

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Penerima tag

1. Sesiapa yang nak buat la

ok that's about it..killing the time superbly~

Touched Down

yeayyy i am soooo excited

*lompat kegirangan*

i received the most awaited email today..'you' finally touched down yesterday

and tomorrow..

i will get to see 'you' for the first time!

uu uuu..i can hardly wait for the moment!

*dam di dam daaa*

[=D!!!!!

oh Gosh~

when you had to be in bed for 3 days..

you can get a lil' depressed..

and all you had was your ol' and loyal PC..(yes i still use PC ok)

what did you do?

this...

Abg Bojed

Yours Truly

and i ended up in bed still...

laughing my head off like a mad woman!

wahahahahhahahahhahahahahaha (sorry bb..i just had to..hahahaha)

more pics in my facebook..and credit goes to Denise for introducing me to this awesome site!

click away!

rain rain on my face..

yesterday i had to call in sick..i woke up in the morning with a very sharp pain in my throat..i called my mom..she was preparing my bekal(uzur..hehe)in the kitchen..keluar suara garuk!mcm budak laki br nk pecah suaraaa..hahaha

And so i text my boss and took my EL.Later had my cough syrup and boommm..sampai petang tak sedar ape..bangun2 je test suara..yeayy no more suara nyah yg keluar..back to my own voice tapi ala2 rock jugak la..haha

Today, our initial plan was to go here but Mr Fiance tetibe saje down with flu!yesterday he was perfectly fine!haii takkan jangkit thru tepon kot??haha and that means..no buka puasa bersama-sama jugak lah..uu uuuu

weather pun sangat sedap untuk tarik selimut and tido..kaannn
sambil-sambil tu..i survey2 photoGs for my upcoming wedding..this is what i got from one of the photoGs:

SN: btw, kenapa book last minute betul?

me: errr..i thot 3 months before kire ok lg?

SN: Kat CS orang biasa booking 18 bulan in advance

sampai paling lambat dalam 4 bulan sebelum.

hoh??ok now i am reaaaaally panicking!ala tapi tu CS..mmg la (sedapkan hati sendiri)

*tarik selimut..tido*

Tummy Treat

2 days before Ramadhan..

Ice Cream Fondue

mmmmmhhhhhh...heavennnnn~

i'll be back for moreeeee..(isk sebulan lagi..lamenyeee)

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan dear friends..

Guilty as Sin

My overdue entry (as usual lah)

Last weekend after weeks of having to postpone..finally we had the time to do some 'spring shopping' (as i would like to call it) for our barang hantaran (ambil peluang la tengah sale nie kannn) and so we decided to meet at the 'center point' as i was from Ms F place in PJ (thanx babe for tumpangkan) and Mr Fiance was from his friend's place as well which is in the heart of KL.

We were supposed to look around for the items that had been in the list..That was the initial goal..and yes we achieved that (despite having to wait patiently for Mr Fiance before he finally picked them..which was ONLY 2 by the way..bape jam?4 hours!!aiyoooo patah pinggang wooo tunggu).aduiiih takpe la sekali seumur hidup..haha

However...

it didnt end there..

nafsu telah menguasai diri..

walaupun tangan kiri dan kanan dah penuh dengan shopping bags..

mata masih melilau mahukan yang itu..

Mr Fiance tak berkenan..

but deep down i wanted it..

realllll bad...

maka...

i purchased this LC's (not exactly the same design la)walaupun Mr Fiance dah belikan another handbag for the hantaran..erkk~

sangat happyyyy..tapi...after reaching home..had a nice warm bath...baring atas katil berangan...took out the receipt..looked at the total $$$..and i was happy no more..uwaaaaa~

guilty..regret..semua ada la..

until this evening..

THIS..had left me feeling 'tak bersalah langsung' sekarang..

muahahaha

Pink KissLock~

kan best kalau dapat ni:



It's RM2.5k btw..so takde harapan la..haha

tapiiiii...

ni ade!

bb..can i have this?pweaseeeee..its RM500 je..

erkk~

indulging in bulging the tummy..haha

i could not hold any longer..the urge..the temptation..the craving..

and today..i braved through the obstacles(byk kete tauu)..i need to feast on them..BADLY

3.30 pm arrived..half and hour late to be exact..huhu(i was on leave today..so takde ponteng2)


i finally indulged myself in 15 yummylicious meatballs with that creammmmy brown sauce..ahhhh heaven~


hilang kempunan gue..

AND

later in the evening..after perut pun dah penuh kannn..kena la exercise..hehe..so we (Mr Fiance and i)went around Ikea..particularly the furniture area..first time ni ada shopping list..excited!!plus the feeling sangat lah lain..uu uuuuu.


*grins*


list dah ada..


now..


the fulus maniaaaaa


uwaaaa~

hmm..wedding wishlist sounds good gak kan..haha

to leave or not to leave...

tak leave mane2 pun..haha


i'm just deciding whether to take the leave now or later..


kalu ambil sekarang..nanti derang cakap awal sangat..


kalu xambil sekarang...nanti berebut pulak..almaklumla hujung-huhung tahun ni..and i have to sacrifice my cuti raya lah nampaknya..no worries..raya sini je pun..it makes no difference..haha


hmm..2 weeks..how's that sound?


ngehngeh

When I'm Gone...

hmm..somehow it sounds familiar la the chorus..i've heard it somewhere..korean or japanese..its vague..

but anyways..cant stop melalak to this at the moment..haha

poningnyooo

uwaaaa..stressnyeeeee..now my weekends are no longer utk berehat or bersantai..keletihan yang amat..mentally and physically. malam penat macam mana pun i would still be awake till midnight or yg paling lambat was 3 am!

This wedding prep is somehow killing me softly..i know i know..its supposed to be fun (confessions of the married ones)but being me..i think too much.Miss M once said 'its not a headache for those who have the $$$..sign je.and for those who dont care much about the details and stuff..asalkan ade cukup'

its true though...i wish i could be like 'aiman tak kesah'..but that's just not me..i dont have enough $$$ either..huhu..dengan fickle minded nye lagi..haihhhh poningnyoooo~

Cant wait to get this over with..oH!the baju nikah belum buat..the wedding dress belum decide..hmmm should i or shouldnt i stop worrying now??

wishlist?apa tu??

i'm done with the wishlist


buang masa je


apa-apa sajalah asalkan SEMUA happy


tak termasuk aku la of course

hmmm...

i was hoping real bad that it would last a lil bit longer..



and now..



its gone..



i wished i hadn't stumble upon it..i wished i didn't have to see those words..i wished he would've told me the truth..



i should've let it go a long time ago



but its too late now..

Dear God..Please give me the strength..

She devil Part II..

Later in the evening..i made my way to Shah Alam pulak..kelam kelibut when i finally realized i was late!I took the wrong turn and voila..sesat in Cyberjaya.haha..Sorry Bb i was a littleeeee late and you had to miss half an hour of the game (but then again..in comparison to your 'tembelness' setiap masa..i take that back..hakhak =D)

After picking Mr Bb up..we headed to SP USJ for SMAPL small futsal reunion(Hendak menunjuk kepuyuan die bermain futsal..kasi can la this time around..haha). Met with my junior back then in SSP..So takde la tercongok sorang2 kat situ kan..Denise if you're reading this..pls send me the pics yea..=)

Monggok yang puyus hihi

I finally reached home at 1 a.m..alone. It was a tiring day..but FUN as HELL-OOO..=D!

she devil..

'choose the big one'



'no!the long one'



'yang ni yang ni..the fat one'



'here's the perfect one..big,fat,and long!'

ahahahahaa..it was extremely fun and hilarious girls.They were just cupcakes.kinky ones...hehehehe

that's how chaotic when a small, crazy group of girls in PINK got together for a bride-to-be hen party.The venue: under the bridge of Putrajya(Ya thot there was only ONE bridge in Putrajaya!so LPU la u Ya haha)

snippets

THE cupcakes

Congrats to you dear Miss Ifi..and All The Best!

Miss nobody says..

hmm...she has a bad feeling about this..she questioned it..once..yes, deep down she was 'terasa'..she felt really out of place..the 'friend' was invited..the 'going-to-be' wasnt..perhaps because she was an eyesore..yea, she said she was sorry that she wasnt blessed with good looks..

she just looked from afar..pretended she didnt notice..she wished she hadnt..

but who is she to say anything about it..not even a word..is it a sign for wuts coming her way?

...

sang hati: wahai sang bayu..kau hembuskanlah ke dalam hatinya..bisikan padanya bahawa aku terlalu mencintainya..




sang bayu: wahai sang hati..aku boleh membawamu kepadanya..




sang hati: tidak mengapa sang bayu..diri ini tidak layak berada di sisinya..apatah lagi untuk memilikinya..biarlah sekadar bisikan rindu menjadi penawar..

tick tock tick tock..

I just realized something a few hours ago..well a couple of things actually.As of today..it has been 6 months and 15 days since i was officially crowned as Ms Fiancee (haha)..how time flies in a jiffy!We dont really count every single day or month of anniversary or whatever..so it came as a surprise to me la..like HUH??so fast aa??

And a minute later it hit me hard..another 4 months away(minus the fasting month of course) from having the title 'Mrs'..aiyooo..patut la jerawat pemanis muka pun dah start beranak pinak..yes i am stressed out!I dont even have the 'wedding file' opened yet!lalalalala~

any recommendations?anyone?

pretty?

10 things I...

10 Traits of a GREAT Boyfriend/Husband

Number 10

You listen


When words come out of her mouth, do you actually pay attention to what is being said, or does your brain just process mumbling sounds while you stare at her chest? A good boyfriend is an active listener, meaning he asks questions and doesn't just sit there, waiting for his turn to speak.

Showing her that you have a genuine interest in what she has to say means, among other things, that you respect her opinions and find her interesting; two things that will meet any woman's criteria.

Number 9


A great relationship is one that never feels stale. So to avoid having your flames of desire burn out, you have to be unpredictable and mysterious in order to keep her guessing (and on her toes).

Whether you whisk her away to a Mexican resort at the last minute or show up, for no apparent reason, spontaneity can add some real excitement to the romance, and intrigue her all the more. Women love to be swept away in as many different ways as possible; it's up to you to come up with as many ideas as you can.

Number 8


Saying that sex is important would be a gross understatement. A good boyfriend must satisfy his woman's every romantic need (and yes, she should reciprocate). There's a difference between making love just for the sake of it, and being passionate about it. That means never skipping foreplay, sending her soothing messages during the act (Note: it's okay to ask her, point-blank, what she likes), and not falling asleep the minute you're done.

Number 7


She may feel more empowered by it in the beginning, but in the long run, no woman wants a passive, submissive man who completely compromises his personality to make her happy. Retain your personality, stand by your opinions, and don't give in too easily. Show her that you are strong, confident, and have a spine.

Number 6


Did she suddenly get highlights in her hair, shed a few pounds, or buy a new dress? These are all things you need to take note of; most women instinctively flock to guys with keen eyes. It shows that you are attentive and don't skim over life's more subtle details.

Number 5

You give her space

Trust is the foundation of any good relationship. Part of that entails giving her the freedom to have a life separate from yours without asking 20 questions or having jealous fits, and knowing that she's not taking your trust for granted. Keep things in perspective; would you like a girlfriend who kept tabs on every move you made? Probably not, and the same goes for her. And always look for a silver lining; in this case, you'll have time to hang out with your buddies, and have something to talk to her about the next time you see her.

Number 4

You respect her (and her family)

It's important to avoid letting your ego get the best of you, so if your mentality is stuck in the '50s, you must adjust to changing times. You have to understand that she's an equal part of the relationship, so appreciate her company. Likewise, try to embrace her family early on. In addition to scoring precious points, being kind and courteous toward her parents is a good way to show that you're serious about the relationship. This includes, but is not limited to, bringing the parents thoughtful little gifts every so often, and planning activities that include her whole family, like a picnic. Of course, I'm assuming that you've already survived that dreadful first meeting.

Number 3

You better yourself

Demonstrating what a positive effect your woman has had on you is a fantastic way of gaining leverage. Whether you're getting yourself back into shape, improving your vocabulary, or forgetting about the television long enough to take dance lessons with her, it doesn't matter. Improving yourself is a great way of letting her know she deserves the best, and she'll be flattered that she was the inspiration behind your desire to aim higher.

Number 2

You challenge her to be better

Likewise, your role in her life should be just as beneficial. You should inspire her to make changes that reflect the positive effect you've had on her. If, for example, you see her letting a great talent go to waste, encourage her; maybe that's all she needs. Don't be afraid to sign her up for an art class, or push her to pursue a career you know she'd be good at. The fact that you care that much about her well-being will make her want to keep you around longer.

Number 1

You make her feel beautiful

Reminding her how beautiful she is comes with making her feel good, and makes you a poster boyfriend. Best of all: simplicity and honesty are all you need. Buy her, say, a card that expresses your appreciation, compliment her at odd times, and if you feel that she's the most gorgeous creature you've ever laid eyes on, be sure to let her know. Women want to look good for their men, and proving to her that you only have eyes for her will be a validation of that.

These are important to us women..as for me..what more can i say..i am truly blessed.
Thank you...

gOnE

kecewanya..

takda semangat nak melalui minggu ni

there's nothing to look forward to

not anymore..

hearty~

i am..

truly

madly

deeply

in love

with you..

3 minggu macam 3 bulan

berkursus induksi selama 2 minggu diikuti dengan BTN selama 1 minggu. Keletihan dan stress.

nak menikmati tidur yang sementara

*menaip dengan mata tertutup sebelah*

Footy

Demam EURO sudah bermula..Been supporting these teams since high school dulu la.Initially because tgk ramai sgt support Brazil..so i chose to be in the minority.F1 pun sama. I remembered the Rec Room (bilik TV la senang cite masa kat SSP dulu)was full of Ferrari suppporters (time weekend tgk live kat tv..mana boleh keluar kan..penjara maa). Then there were only two of us, Suti and I peminat sejati MacLarren. Dah la duduk kat depan..when Mika Hakkinen was leading, terjulur la 2 pasang tangan nie bersorak kegembiraan.haha yang bestnye time tu Mika yang menang..ahhhh sweet victory sungguh~haha

eh terpesong lak dah.Ok ok back to the EURO. Jadi, dengan ini i present to you dua team pilihan hati saya setakat ini:-

Les Bleus

La Furia Roja

No. Looks has got nothing to do with it. Or has it?

hehe

Malam Taik Cicak

Event: MAHBEB Family Day


Venue: Tanjong Puteri Resort, Johor


Theme: Black & White

i managed to grab this dress at the very last minute..which was so 'un'me.

But surprisingly enough, i loveeeeee it!Made me look 5kg lighter..haha!

Order Paper 26 May 2008

i bear witness to a 'battle' that was really amusing.My half closed eyes were 'bulat' instantly. Most of us the 'pegawai bertugas' at the Dewan Rakyat yesterday had fun watching those adults acting like little kids. Yang Dipertua pun pening.Tak sangka pulak tgk real live sgt best.haha.

The first half was not so bad (questions for oral answers). By the time Orders of the Day and Motions started, i was practically on the way to slumberland..haha. And it dragged till 8.00 pm!Nasib baik duk jauh so boleh escape balik awal sket..hehe

needless to say,if i were to be chosen again,would i feel ecstatic?of course!(provided that they'd be no issue regarding the ministry on the day i bertugas la..kalu x kena wat report..leceh!)

konklusinya..saya bagi 4 stars!haha

nak yang tu..tu..and tu

no money..kita main dress up je la..It's fun!

Bad News

I think there's something wrong with my left ear.i've been listening to this non-stop continuous ringing sound for a few days now. Feels like something is blocking my eardrum. Sometimes i felt a sharp pain for a few seconds. Earwax?I doubt it. And its getting on my nerves!I'm stressed!

Dr House please help me!!

The Day I Lost Kiki, My First Kitten..

i discovered something disturbing a couple of days ago. i tried to shake it off but all i could do was watching it played over and over again at the back of my mind.Every scene, every word. And i realized that familiar feeling of heaviness i felt inside was never this great before.

i've been holding on to every strength that i have left all this while. And at the moment what i have feared the most is finally happening. it is slowly slipping away from my grip..

oh, for God's sake

i've learned my lesson long time ago



and yes



i wont EVER let ANYONE touch my head with their STINKING feet anymore



and for God's sake


GROW UP!

WhEn ThE HeaRT SpeAkS..

"hearts can be broken


unbroken hearts are miracle


hearts need to be broken


if there's no hurting


then there's no healing


if there's no healing


there's no learning


if there's no learning


life has no meaning"

the open wounds never healed


and life could never be further defined

the beauty in UGLY

She’s so big hearted

But not so remarkable

Just an ordinary humble girl

Expecting nothing as we’re made to think

It’s a pretty person’s world

But you are beautiful

And you better go show it

So go look again

You gotta be true to your own

If you really wanna go to the top

Do you really wanna win

Don’t believe in living normal

Just to satisfy demand

Well if you wanna get free

And if you wanna do the passionate thing

And if you wanna get smart

For the sake of your heart and all

You should own your name

And stand up tall and get real

And see the beauty in ugly

Well you are fresh

Your face is fabulous

Don’t forget you’re one of a kind

When nobody’s checking the deeds you’ve done

And nobody’s hearing your cries

You make all the fashion statements

Just by dressing up your mind

And see the beauty in ugly

ugly ugly ugly!

WeddinG bLisS

hmm...today i heard a somewhat drama cerekarama brought to life..and it amazed me how some people could actually decide to take the giant leap in a short period of time..this is her story:

she was on her way back home to Puchong after a one day course in KL. She had to take the bus but as it ended quite late at night..there were no more buses heading to Puchong..yet she still waited patiently while figuring out how to get home. fortunately, a bus suddenly stopped and she got in. however, that bus was heading to a different direction. The bus driver was kind enough to send her home (and i thot..wow berani btol die nie).

then seperti biase la..borak2 dalam bas tu(alaa mcm drama2 tu la)and before she got out from the bus, the bus driver asked for her contact number(kan dah ckp mcm drama swasta). That was in December 2007. A month later, they were engaged. And this coming June, they're getting married!

and the best part is..she told me..the future hubby is a kelantanese..and she actually dislike oghe kelate..alih2 dapat la pulak kan..and i said to her..bese la tu..selalunya kita akan dapat mana yang kita xsuke..

moral of the story:


1.tak suka pada sesuatu biarlah berpada2..

2.sesiapa yang tgh menanti jodoh tu..boleh la kalu nak cuba kaedah ni..hehe

BeRgOLek

venue: alamanda, putrajaya


time: after work

i had completely forgotten to bring the appropriate attire for the event..

and the result:






muhaha~

Once Upon a Morning..

satu pagi di pantry:

i was making hot delicious frothy nescafe..

kak T:kak T punya anak saudara minta Kak T tolong carikan untuk dia calon la.macam mana ye..(while looking at me)


me: (looking right, left and back..there were 3 of us..the other person was a married lady with 4 kids)err..nape die xcari sendiri kak?


kak T:Dia bilal.xpandai benda2 mcm tu..


me:oooo (sipping the nescafe)


kak T: nadya nak kenal tak?


me: (uhukkk..tersembur nescafeku)hahh??(xtahan trus tergelak)


kak T: eh btol la Kak T tanye ni (serious gile muka)


me:akak..saya dah tunang laa kak..(time ni dah gelak gile)


kak R: (baru join in the conversation lepas basuh pinggan)eh nadya dah tunang ke?lahaii akak baru ingat nak kenalkan dgn anak sedara akak.


me:(duduk atas kerusi..lutut dah lemah)hah??ahahah..saya dah tunang kak(phewwww betapa leganya rase dah bertunang di saat itu..haha)


kak R: iye??ish ish..xbagitau pun budak nie


me:laa saya igt sumer kat sini dah tau..


kak R: (still promote gak)umur dia 36 tahun..ensemmmm..hidung mancung..(sampai part nie dalam hati i was like..akak ni beriye nye nk promote..haha).dulu dia amek medic kat london bla bla bla..


me: (lepas dah abes promote..ade la dalam 20 minit..rase cam 20 jam!) takpe kak..kat sini ramai lagi yang single yang boleh jadi calon(i just smiled and trus minta diri balik bilik)


masuk bilik je..


WAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!


lawokkkkkkkk~


p/s- min..if u read this..gimme a call..netime k..hahaha

Plan the Planning

i can feel the tension is building up bit by bit..the date has been set and we're already in the mid of April..n yet i am far away from executing the plan..not even 1%..haha.And my mom had been asking constantly about when?who?where?how?..arghh~

and boleh pulak compare dengan nik azura(if u read the yesterday's newspaper..she's getting married end of this year) yg dah 20% done compared to me. Gosh..stressnyeeee~

i'm taking baby steps here..i'm on my own..my hands are tight ok..so please understand.

For a start..i'm going to the bridal fair today with my Fiance..hopefully i'd get some brilliant ideas or offers that might come in handy..Amiiin.

*click* click*

A few attempts of editing the pics..the EASIEST way ever..NO photoshop involved..
just click click click n voila!

kool kan?

i'm lovin' it..lalalala~

Long Long Time Ago...

(Once upon a time....)

last sunday i had a superb day out with my bb..altho it was a bit kelam kabut (mcm salu xkelam kabut je kan..haha) coz of the time constraint..but it was guuuddd..full of surprises and not to mention a series of unfortunate events?haha yeaaa every single date has its own momentous events for me to indugle in reminiscence later on..and bwahahahha gelak xigt dunia la jawabnye..haih~ bb bb why do u always have to bring dat aura pening with u?hakhakhak..

event 1

venue: shakeys pizza

after membuncitkan perot with garlic bread,a bowl of mushroom soup,a piece of fried chicken and a two slices of pepperoni n cheese regular pizza..my bb and i huha huha hikhik hekhek hakhak borak2 gelak2 and dgn lenggang kangkungnye left that place..WITHOUT paying the bill..wahahahaha ni sumer sbb kepeningan my bb yg di luar kawalan..kan bb kan kan?hihihi

so as soon as we realized dat(thanx to me..kalo rely on org tu..hmmpphh..haha) we headed back to summit to langsaikan hutang..hihi(tu pun dah dekat setengah jam after gi masjid for asar prayer)
and the thot of seeing dat akak bengis to pay for the unpaid bill..urrghh menakutkan.mintak tolong org tu..bknnye nk tolong..die lak makin tolak2 kite..ahaha adehh~ terpaksa la wat muka comel yg sedia comel (uhuk) dan sengih besor2 sambil ckp sorry berpuluh2 kali..siap abang kat kaunter tu wat 'peace' lg..hahaha klakarrr~

i think..dat was the 1st and the last time id go there la kot..hahaha wut a day~

event 2

venue:bowling alley

my bb finally won the title..king of pins?hihihi

i was so glad he had a great time kickin my ass..eh is kickin ass the right word?or is it sumthing else?ha ha ha

ohhh i can still remember the 'owh yeaahhh yesss weeehoooo' look on his face whenever the X came up on the screen..hakhakhak

heartiest congratulations on the title beebeee..
u are the champ lah!

hikhikhik

event 3

venue: meja makan kat mane tah

i was introduced to somebody who once had a place in my bb's mind..yup..his former crush..his daisy..haha its a small world afterall lalalallalla..sing along!

truth to be said..i had no clue who the girl was..xsebut name pun..dgn muka blur and senyum konfius..i had to figure it out myself..credit to the excellent judgment from my part (sesi masuk bakul pastu angkat sendiri..hihi)

i have to say..poor introduction bb..sian saye terpinga2..cuba lagi next time k..;)

hmm...

whoaaa...panjang xhengat entry kali nie..where did all dat come from neways?
aduii..penats..

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