i discovered something disturbing a couple of days ago. i tried to shake it off but all i could do was watching it played over and over again at the back of my mind.Every scene, every word. And i realized that familiar feeling of heaviness i felt inside was never this great before.
i've been holding on to every strength that i have left all this while. And at the moment what i have feared the most is finally happening. it is slowly slipping away from my grip..