Sunday, October 26, 2008

When it comes knocking on your door...

A Uni friend of mine is being hospitalized. I barely knew her back then in the Uni. She was an EE student but her face...vaguely but yeah..i could still remember her. I heard this really shocking news from a friend of mine..who was my course mate. Visited this blog to get the full story. It happened so started on Sunday with badly bleeding gums. She was then taken to the hospital and suspected to be having leukemia..but further tests and examinations need to be carried out just to confirm it which can only be done in Wednesday..

So on Wednesday she did the bone marrow biopsy..and she was diagnosed and confirmed to be having a stage 4 bone cancer. The amount of her white blood cells were too high and chemotherapy was needed to shrink and finally destroy the cancer cells..

But sadly...her body couldn't withstand it..and she was unconscious and was fully depending on the ventilator..she was in a comma..

By Friday..her conditions worsen..Saturday morning, the left and right side of her brain were attacked..and she was unconscious still...

Let us all pray for her...

"How thankful we should be that God is giving us the chance to live healthy and being better human beings, patching up our wrong doings."

(yes mama..i couldn't agree more)

and spread the love while you still have the chance to...

p/s- bb i love you..

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Survival of the Foetus

You cant always have what you want in this real life

it's cruel

but we'll survive

we have to

we need to

no matter how hurtful it is

to walk on the bed of thorns

Dear God, please give me the strength...

Monday, October 13, 2008

Hikayat Hang Cerewet dan Aku Fussy

(CAUTION: Lengthy.Needs high level of patience and tolerance)

Maybe some of you may have noticed a few new widgets added to this blog. To those who don’t, take a look at the top most of the blog content area and on the right column of this blog. Yes, countdowns and more countdowns. Bukan nak mempoyokan diri. But i really need those.why?


i am still taking my own sweet time..mcm siput b**i yang lembab.. those tickers tu is like a kick to the butt la..haha..i was doing ok until these questions popped up from my colleagues:

"how’s the prep going..baju dah buat ke..sewa ke tempah..kad dah settle ke..etc"

and my answer would be the same as what i told them 5 months ago..BELUM sambil gelak2. susah2 pakai je baju tunang hari tu..ok pe..haha’ (dalam hati je la)..hey at least i’m being optimistic here ok..=p

the truth is..everything is still under control..nampak je mcm tak buat apa2..but i’ve settled quite a few things already..the major ones la..but biasa la fickle minded. Did i tell you that i was a bad decision maker..kalau the given duration is long..i’d still wait till the last minute. Tak tau la..mmg camtu..i work best bila dah time tu macam nyawa2 ikan..plan tu ok..execution of the plan tu sangat lembab..haha.i know its not a good practice. Bukan apa takut bila dah decide and this fickle minded punya manusia mula nak tukar itu ini (aku la tu).

Anyway..tu baru intro je. Ni baru nak masuk isi.ala bukan selalu aku membebel banyak macam nie kan (semua sebab tenet yang super duper lembab kat ofis ni. Terpaksa la type kt word. Kalau tak maap leee).
oh back to the isi. So last Sunday we went to Jalan TAR to hunt for the kain for nikah. 2 months ago i’ve decided to buy a plain chiffon. Then hantar kat tailor bagi dia jahit all the beadings like the one i’ve seen in one of the mags. Really excited because i just love the design. So before heading there, i’ve made a mental note. Choose>Grab>Pay>.Simple kan?dalam setengah jam boleh selesai.

Oh how wrong i was. Setibanya di sana..mental note itu sudah dicarik-carik. Haha before i realized it, my eyes were looking for the beaded ones instead. The initial color was white.But i don’t really fancy white. So tukar jadi off –white. Which is what the usual color for baju nikah la kan..But i wanted a little bit of color to cari yang beadings color2 sket..i did find one or two yang disukai at this one shop where i bought the kain for my engagement last year..Tunjuk la kat Mr Fiance the kain..tau apa dia cakap?

“biasa je” sambil mencebik. Adeh.Ok la move to the next choice..biasa jugak katanya..ok fine.Later cari punya cari..jumpa la kain yang saaaaaangat cantik siap beading lip lap lip lap ape semua. I tanya cantik kan?He said yes (finally the response was not ‘biasa je ‘).then i asked the sales assistant (yang tgk kitorang pun dah lain macam)berapa RM semeter.

“ oh ini RM400/meter”

Amekkk ko luar biaaaaaaasa punya kain..ahahaha terbeliak mata Mr Fiance..(hah amek luar biasa punya kain sy cari!i kan high taste haha)maka kami pun terus angkat kaki dan cabut dari kawasan kain-kain itu..dan juga kedai itu hahaha

Next stop pegi la kedai yang satu lagi..Euro Moda punya section..memang banyak la choices..bertingkat-tingkat rak . kitorang buat macam rumah sendiri la (siap ada sofa empuk..laaaagi la menggalakkan homely feeling itu haha)..ada la dalam 10 jenis design kot aku tarik keluar satu-satu. From white to off-white to beige to cream to champagne to very light pink to off-white balik.Semua tidak berkenan di hati Mr Fiance..cerewet mak aiii kalah gue.(siapa yang nak pakai pun tatau..haha nanti ckp camtu kena tanya balik 'siapa yang nak tengok orang tu pakai'..adehh sonyap yo la)

yang bestnye tu..sekejap tak ok.Lepas tu ok pulak.Yang mana aku berkenan, he didn’t like it.Yang mana die suka, aku mencebik. Semua pun “biasa je”. Yang mana luar biasa pun i had no idea. Sampai dah pikir-pikir nak pakai baju alien je hari nikah nanti .Luar biasa kan?ishhh..

To cut it short, after 2 hours disagreeing on the kain at ONLY one store..we finally made our decision (his decision la actually). And guess what?

Lets just say byebye to Ms White and Ms Off-White.
And say hye to Ms .......

Now, where’s my Plan B.

Oh lupa, baru nak buat.


p/s- bb..u owe me!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

What Oprah Had To Say About Men

  • If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
  • Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
  • Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
  • Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
  • If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
  • Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
  • Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
  • The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
  • Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
  • Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
  • Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
  • Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
  • You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
  • Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
  • He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
  • Never let a man define who you are.
  • Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
  • A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
  • You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
  • You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
  • You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary.
  • Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
  • Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
  • Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man.
  • Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
  • Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
  • Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

and i would say...

if it takes two to tango..

it also takes two to make it happen

its a no one woman show here


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

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Sunday, October 5, 2008

alahai anak omakk


tak sukenye

title itu


macam rasa jadi makcik2 lak


kalau MRS.

rasa cam




ye saya menggedik di hari kelima raya


Friday, October 3, 2008

kebosanan di hari raya kedua

Berapa pasang baju raya anda tahun ini dan kaler apakah?
5 je..campur2 purple, biru, pink.

Apakah makanan raya tradisional kegemaran anda?
my mom's nasi tomato dan ayam masak merah

Apakah biskut raya kegemaran anda?
almond london seperti biasa

Berapa banyak duit raya anda dapat n spend untuk bagi kepada budak-budak?
tak dapat dah..saya bagi kat warga2 tua sahaja..haha

Apakah aktiviti malam raya korang?
makan dan tido

Who to tag?
WAJIB kepada ha ha